Familiarity.

I think that is one thing I take for granted.

And then everything changes, and I wish it hadn't.

Sure, there are good things about change...but I don't know if I am willing to give up the already good things that I had to get new good things.

I wish nothing changed and we stayed the same. I wish there were no awkward silences. I wish there were no moments when I felt like I was speaking a foreign language and you don't understand. I want to go back to the times when I didn't feel the need to impress anyone, because I was happy with who I was. I wish we could go back.

But of course, if this happened I would want things to change again. So I am perpetually seeking contentment, but will never find it.

Which I guess I am fine with. Content you could say.

LF