I don't understand.

Why terrible, unthinkable, life-altering things happen to the best people.

I don't think I will ever understand, and I'm finding it really challenging to accept when people say "Everything happens for a reason. God has a plan." I mean yeah, sometimes things turn around and the situation gets better, but how can a person who has just lost the love of their life really believe that? That is a place of faith that is unfathomable to me right now...and I don't know if that is a good thing, or a bad thing.

My prayers are with you Chels. I love you, and don't know what to say except that I respect the faithful and trusting heart you have.


This was not supposed to happen.

LF